Baby Fever

I feel like I'm twenty five, maybe older. I never really wanted the whole college party life experience. I want the married, cooking my husband dinner, having a family kind of experience, and I want it now. I know it will be a long time before I get that because there is no one my age mature enough to want that and I have to keep reminding myself I am only 18. I don't know if it's just baby fever that I'm feeling or if I'm just dying to have a family, but I can't wait for it. Maybe I should buy another puppy...